Lately, my mind has been all over the place, kind of like my
life. IN a quick summary I got my first adult, non-seasonal, full time job a
month ago, I’ve been living out of rucksack for the entire summer because of
all the housesitting I’ve been doing, and lastly, I’ve been coming to terms
with some personal/emotional stuff. Basically it’s been an unexpectedly
non-relaxing summer and in result of
all this, I have sacrificed my health and well-being.
My job has left me stressed and abusing food, the constant
moving from house to house has left me without a bed nor good nutrition to fuel
my body with, and my personal/ emotional issues has kept me from practicing
yoga because I’m afraid of coming to terms with all of it. And because of all
of this I have become a less fun, more negative person, something that worries
me the most.
Luckily for me, my life journey led me to a one-night stay
in a hotel suite for free (basically a work thing).
On my way to the hotel I made plans; I was going to reply to
all incoming messages, write todays blog post, and have a spa night. Instead,
all I ended up doing was taking a nice, cool bath, have a mini breakdown and
restlessly succumb to an unconscious slumber. So much for being productive… But
when I woke up this morning the answer to all my problems came to me (as well
as this blog post):
I need a home.
At first I thought it was independence that I needed though
I love the home I have now (my parents house), I need the freedom to spread my
wings and just be. Since I returned from Spain, the house I’ve grown up in has
felt less and less of a home, for no reason other than it’s just time for me to
move on and out. But because moving out is so hard in this day and age I’ve
given up on being productive/good to my health.
Thankfully, Kodi and I recently ordered Yourtea’s 14-day
tiny teatox. In conclusion, starting this week I’m making body and health my
number one priority by drinking tea and finding a gym/studio that is the best
fit my body fitness needs. Wish me luck!
With Love,
Hudson x
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